Written by Ashild Krige
Those
who know me know I’m not much of a social media person, and sharing from my
personal life is not something I generally engage in. But after a little
encouragement, I decided to write this, not as a race report, but as a
reminder. A reminder to myself, and to anyone who might need it, of what the
body and mind are capable of when you stay positive, believe in yourself,
surround yourself with good people, and allow yourself to ask for and accept a
little help.
The big crash off the not-so-big drop
Today
marks a year since I had my not-so-graceful tumble off my mountain bike, an
accident that left me with a broken back and both hamstrings torn completely
off the bone. It took weeks just to find a surgeon willing to reattach my
muscles, and only after I could demonstrate a plan for how I’d manage the first
six weeks at home. Apparently, bilateral hamstring repairs are so rare that no
one quite knew what to do with me, especially when I wasn’t allowed to fully
weight bear or bend at the hips for six weeks after surgery, as this would
rupture the repairs!
Recovery was slow and far harder than I ever imagined. For months, my world revolved around careful movements, daily rehab, and the quiet fear of where this accident would leave me. Getting back to racing was completely off the radar, yet in many ways, my recovery became its own endurance race.
The
idea felt equal parts exciting and absurd, but it instantly lit a spark. Of
course I would go!! Joining Kim, Del, and Alina, with more than 60 years of
adventure racing experience between them, I knew I’d be in good hands, even
though I’d only raced 24-hour events before. It became the perfect carrot and a
reason to keep pushing forward.
Looking
back, I was probably a little naïve thinking I could pull this off so soon
after such a major injury. But sometimes optimism and stubborn determination
are the only training tools you need. Ten months after surgery, I found myself
standing at the start line surrounded by stunning Canadian mountains, my heart
racing with excitement and disbelief. In the lead-up to the race, my legs and
back had felt uneasy, and I was getting worried I’d let my team down if I
couldn’t hold up. But deep down, I knew I’d be okay. On the eve of the race,
after a seven-hour ride in a rattling old yellow school bus to the small town
where the race would start the next day, I crawled into the race tent expecting
a restless night. Instead, I slept better than I had in weeks and woke up
pain-free, ecstatic, and ready to go. It was as if my body decided to reward
all the work I had put in, giving me a break from the stiffness, tightness and
nervy aches, right when it mattered most.
Eight
days and six hours later, my Garmin watch would tell the story: 936 kilometres,
18,500 metres of elevation, and just about 15 hours of sleep. My legs carried
me over mountain ranges, through dense forest, and into the deep fatigue only
people crazy enough to take on these adventures will understand. And the best
part? During the race, my legs felt better than they had all year!
The Cold Reality of Being a Norwegian in Canada
Ironically,
my biggest challenge wasn’t my legs, the distance or the sleep deprivation; it
was the cold. Sixteen months of cold morning showers had me convinced I’d made
peace with managing low temperatures. Turns out, I hadn’t. I grew up in Norway,
where we proudly claim, “There’s no such thing as bad weather, only bad
clothing.” But that saying doesn’t quite hold up when you’re soaked, the
temperature drops below zero, you’re wearing and carrying limited gear, and
you’re about to crawl into a damp aluminum foil sleeping bag for a “nap.”
Meanwhile,
my teammate Alina, seemingly immune to the cold, cheerfully rode off in bike
shorts and short sleeves at 7 a.m. in 2 degrees, shouting, “We’ll be fine!
We’ll warm up eventually!” I tried to channel her optimism, but I was still
finding myself sprinting up hills ahead of the others to adjust layers, forever
chasing the sweet spot between “slightly sweaty” and “mild hypothermia.” By the
end of the race, though, I’d stopped fearing the cold. It didn’t stop being
cold; I just stopped giving it power.
Packing the Pack
Then
came the pack raft sections… between us carrying the two rafts, paddles, dry
suits, wet clothes, shoes, PFDs, and all the mandatory gear for hours of biking
and trekking. The weight dug into my shoulders and patience, but like
everything in this race, the body and mind adapted. Soon, I barely noticed the
load at all!
That’s
one of the most beautiful lessons of this sport: what feels unbearable at first
eventually becomes normal, even comfortable, if you stay positive and just keep
moving forward.
When Sleep Becomes Optional
As
the days progressed and we pushed through stage after stage with little sleep,
the absurdity of multi-day racing became beautifully clear. You just keep
pushing through, and sleep becomes optional. You also learn to sleep anywhere:
on gravel, on rock, in tunnels, in your bike box, spooned up with teammates on
a wooden floor in sub-zero temperatures, half-sitting upright in a dripping
cave, even while kayaking or walking! You learn to value ten- or twenty-minute
naps like golden tickets, especially when you can time them at sunrise and
convince your brain you’ve had a full night’s rest.
And
yes, the hallucinations are real. They call them “sleep monsters,” and I met a
few: faces in tree trunks, phantom cyclists in the mist, mysterious obstacles
in the water, and the constant search for a “fourth teammate,” as you forget to
count yourself as one when you hit a certain stage of sleep deprivation.
The Power of the Team
The most
inspiring part of the race was my team. Del, with her endless energy, kept us
awake with stories, songs, humour and step-counting at any point in the day and
night. Kim and Alina navigated with calm confidence through dense forests,
impenetrable creek lines, foggy peaks and exhaustion. I learned to fully trust
their experience and advice during moments when the conditions felt
overwhelming or unsafe, and it reminded me that trust and teamwork are far more
powerful than sheer individual strength.
Crossing the Finish Line
Crossing the
finish line was a blur of relief, disbelief, and pure joy. In that moment,
every ache, blister, sleepless night, shiver, and kilometre simply melted away.
For me, finishing wasn’t about a result, it was proof of what happens when you
stay curious, stubborn, grateful, and just keep moving forward even when every
part of you is begging to stop.
Adventure racing
strips life down to its essentials: eat, move, sleep (occasionally), and look
after each other.
It teaches you to
celebrate the smallest victories: finding a checkpoint in a maze of wilderness,
a teammate’s gentle encouragement, a shared laugh, twenty minutes of sleep
under a tree, or the first hint of sunrise after a long, dark night.
And the greatest
lesson?
Comfort is overrated.
Teamwork is everything.
The human spirit is stronger than we ever give it credit for.
A year ago, I was
learning to move my legs again. I was relearning how to sit, dress, climb
stairs, use the toilet and trust my body. The idea of racing, let alone a world
championship, felt impossible. But recovery taught me something that racing
later confirmed: strength isn’t just physical. It’s belief. It’s positivity.
It’s stubbornness with a sprinkle of naivety. It’s lowering your guard and
learning to ask for help, and letting people stand beside you.
Expedition Canada
wasn’t just a race. It was the full-circle moment I didn’t know I needed. Proof
that the accident didn’t define me, the recovery did.
And if there’s
one thing I hope someone takes from this, it’s this:
You are stronger
than you think.
Your body can surprise you.
Your mind can save you.
And when you surround yourself with good people, remain positive, believe in
yourself, and refuse to give up, even the wildest goals can be achieved.
Video Credit - Ashild Krige & Andrea Barrett
Photo Credit - Ashild Krige, Jan Leverton, Andrea Barrett, Expedition Canada ARWS Media Team






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